Sick and sore

June 27, 2008

I have been sleeping horribley lately. I think that I woke up 12 times last night. The last two nights have been the worst. I did dream both last night, and the night before, but the dreams were very fragmented. I don’t really remember much. I know that Eric was in there somewhere, but I only remember seeing him smiling and reaching for something. I remember seeing the silver dragon, but just a glimpse of him pushing off the ground. It didn’t even last long enough to see the first wing beat. There was also something with Jade and Sedonna, and a couple things with Keireh, but they were just glimpses. Almost like a slide show.

I am sick of all this confusion with Eric. Does he still want me because of who I am, or just because he is so attracted to me physically?

I am sickeningly sore from all the work.

2 Responses to “Sick and sore”

  1. cub said

    ;]

    do whatever you want kitten. dont worry about him. dont worry about love. your far too busy for it ;D

    plus, its not important. *shrug* or you know, give into the physical. he seems to only care about that. maybe you should too?

    whatever you do, let me know about it ;)

  2. cub said

    whatsamatter kit? i saw your lj today. (couldnt respond still)

    text me, or call me (text first) k? here if you need help

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